[Tuesday: September 6th, 2005 @ 4:36pm] Love is patient and kind;   Love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude.   Love does not insist on its own way; is it not irritable or resentful, it does not rejoice of wrong, but rejoices in the right.   Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things,   Love never ends, So faith, hope, love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is Love. Look at the stars 3 See how they shine for you

Do i trust my heart or just my mind? why is truth so hard to find in this world? [Friday: August 12th, 2005 @ 4:21pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | sing me anything ... ] I've not been in too great of a mood here lately. I'm not really sure why .. it bothers me too. I hate it when i get like this. . i just wanna lay around & be alone all the time. Which is not good b/c it only makes it worse. blah -- idk why i write this stuff on here. . sorry. Look at the stars 8 See how they shine for you

RIP. [Wednesday: May 4th, 2005 @ 5:17pm] RIP. [04 May 2005|05:17pm] eyesofgreen_ Last night Daniel Mack was killed in a car accident. Daniel was one of my good friends ... I still can't believe it, i keep thinking that this can't be real. Someone that you see & talk to everyday, there not there anymore. Daniel was one of the nicest people i knew, so friendly to everyone. Why him? It scares me, because no one is guarenteed tomorrow, & someone that you love could be taken away from you in an instant. I tried to keep it all in today on the bus, but that's all you could hear .."Daniel Mack this, Daniel Mack that .." & i couldn't take it anymore. We had counslers there today that we could talk to if we needed, i didn't, but im sure it would have helped some, but nothing could bring him back. I'll miss you Daniel-RIP. [EDIT]That drawing that Daniel has in the picture with him is what he drew & it was called 'Tree of Life', how weird.[/EDIT] Look at the stars 3 See how they shine for you

Its alive!! [Monday: February 28th, 2005 @ 1:20pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | The Used - I Caught Fire ] Hey Ya'll. Well,i've decided to reactivate this journal to post more personal entries & im only gonna be adding people who i trust .. So this is; Comment to be added, please dont get angry if i dont add you back =) <3 Look at the stars 34 See how they shine for you

NEW LJ- [Wednesday: October 27th, 2004 @ 9:57pm] Hello everyone. johnny07 is dead =( I have a new journal tho, no need to panic! eyesofgreen_ Just comment to be added over there, even tho its not friends only yet. Goodbye Ya'll. ML~ Johnny07 Look at the stars

START 0VER --> [Monday: July 19th, 2004 @ 6:47pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | rk ft. Toby Mac // My Girlfriend. ] Hey Yall* Welp, im doin' something new, im deleting everyone off my friends list ..                                         all you got to do, is comment, ask to be added, and i'll add you. Add me first Please try to comment on at least every other update No cut-downs or rudeness Simple as that, thanks =) ML~                                                    AmbeR <33 Look at the stars 33 See how they shine for you

i love you, all of my heart is in you, Jesus Christ, take my life, take all of me* [Saturday: June 26th, 2004 @ 12:52am] [ mood | W00* ] [ music | Hey Now // FM Static* ] Hey* Last nite was youth. And everyone was givin' theie Cabin testimonys, and i was too scared to get up there and say mine so i decided to put it on here.. ( My Testimony ) Just thought id put that in there, hope it helped someone. Anyways. Last nites uth was great!! I could tell a difference in everyone who went to the cabin .. sheww :) Me & friend made up .. thank God. 0h yeah, Trevor just told me to tell everyone that he was madly in love with me & wanted to let everyone know .. haha* You hafta love the 'kid'* Tucker prayed fer me last nite .. that was great, i just didn't expect it from him .. it was powerful. ( T0P C0MMENTERS ) im gone, BYE` AmbuuuR <33 Look at the stars 9 See how they shine for you

i love you, all of my heart is in you, Jesus Christ, take my life, take all of me* [Friday: June 25th, 2004 @ 9:55pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Degrassi Theme Song* ] Well, i just typed this BiG,l0NG update and then it didn't work and its all gone, so im angry :) Grr.. i'll type it again later .. ily & Gb* AmbuR <33 Look at the stars

Jesus You Are The Savior 0f My Souls :) [Wednesday: June 23rd, 2004 @ 11:48pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Dying Star // Jason Upton * ] Hey Yall'. Im backkkk =) Well friday the family headed down to Gatlinburg. We got there about 9. so we chilled there the rest of the nite. That Cabin was nice. It had a big screen with surround sound,i watched Peter Pan 74389 times .. lol Saturday we all got up and went to Splash Country. That was fun, i got a little burned. We went back and ate, did nothing .. Sunday we got up and got packed. We went shoppin fer a few, then we had to meet the Cabin Trip ppl at Weber City @ 4. So we got there. And i left with them. The ride over there was fun. It was me,bitty, tash, and haley in the backseat .. lol I have a bit of a sweain' problem ayy bitty? lol jk We got to the 4-story cabin and claimed our room. Which we never slep in .. lol The first nite, me,tasha,bitty,silk, and Libby all got in one bed .. that was uhh, interesting. Next morning .. we got up and we shopping .. i got a few things .. then we ate at TGIF .. Everyone sang happy birthday to me,libby, & Todd. im glad i got to spend my birthday with them =) That night we had birthday cake fer us. i have 2 new friends .. Friend Danielle & Emily. They are *w0ndermous* lol. hmm, we got back to the Cabin and played ..lol There was sumo wrestling, flyin' down the steps, etc. it was crazy fun :) lol there was some friends made and some broken down there .. but everything happens fer a reason. I slept on a Air thing in the floor with Tiffany. She swears that i got up in the middle of the nite and took my pillow and didn't come back fer a while. But i have no idea wat she's talkin' about, i must have been sleep walkin' or something? Tuesday while everyone was at Splash Country a few of us went to the Ripley's Aquarium. hmm, it was Me,Tash,Lakin,Deanna,laranda,Daniel,Travis,Sarah,Frankie,Todd, & Michelle* It was fun. I hate fish, especially Sharks. they scare me half to death! Then we walked down Gatlinburg. Thats when new friend Daniel was made. He's quiet. And Anna Meada ..lol She's crazy, but cool =) I met Libby and Haley too .. haha 0ur new word, Vologna. Weew, that was funny. i stayed up playin' Bull Crap all nite, i was asleep while i was playin' and everyone else was wired. that nite me,tash,bitty,libby, and haley slept in haley and libby's room. Shew, the Worship was awesome. Especially the last nite. I have never been moved like that. Sheww, it was soo cool. I couldn't really feel God to much the 1st 2 nites ..but i kept prayin' that God would come & oh did he ever! it was amazing! Shew, i didn't wanna leave .. Man 0' Man. Anyways, after that tash took me home and Me & Mom went over the Tamra's to see my brother's dad. Well basically mine. His surgery is tomorrow. And hopefully the cancer hasn't spread. But they might have to remove his whole stomach & he'd never be able to eat again. Shew, that would be awful. His surgery is very risky .. shew, i just don't know, i just pray that everything comes out ok. But im gonna run. BYE` ly & Gb AmbuR <333 Look at the stars 9 See how they shine for you

W00 :) [Friday: June 18th, 2004 @ 2:41pm] [ mood | W00* ] [ music | Ain't none =/ ] h0wdy* Im bored so i thought i'd update like always .. Yesterday was 3rd Wave .. it was great as usual. Then after the service we went out back & ate ice cream and cake. It was a little goin' away party fer Haley,Rachel, & leanna. They are goin' on Mission Trips ..then the ppl that is goin' on the Cabin Trip had a little meetin. Bitty made me go ..lol But deanna is goin, and tash i think* Im goin' up to Gatlinburg today with the family and then im meetin' the uth ppl on Sunday. Ima be up there fer 5 days. The Cabin Trip is gonna be awesome! If i go to Splash Country with the uth, i'll be goin' 2wice. But i hafta wear a one piece .. Eww, scary =/ And we're goin' to the Tanger 0utlet Malls. I'll be goin' there 2wice too .. I <33 them stores .. Its gonna be crazy fun! i can't wait!! I'll be there on my birthday .. it should be fun, i want Shorty to sing happy birthday to me, lol JK :) Hmm, Mitch & tash just called .. haha He told me not to be mad at him fer what happened, shew, he's something else. But im gonna go, i'll update when i get back Wednsday* ily & Gb <-- AmbuR <33 Look at the stars 6 See how they shine for you

blah .. [Thursday: June 17th, 2004 @ 1:28pm] [ mood | Grrr... ] [ music | Vickie Winans // Shake Yourself Loose* ] hey. Sheww, im bored so i thought i'd update. Right now im talkin' to Brandon on AiM. Hmm, tonites youth, yay* i get to see Tiffany, i ain't seen her in ferever & a dag on day!! I wanna go to the Bestfriends festival, but i fergot that i can't, im leavin' to go to Gatlinburg & Splash Country tomorrow. Should be fun .. Yesterday i got to drive home from practice .. lol I had to go through the KFC drive thru .. i did purdy good until i got around to the window, i was like 3 feet away from it, but hay, its all good :) Thanks to all ya'll who took my friendtest. Well i don't know what else to update about. Soo, BYE` ily <-- AmbuuuuuR <33 Look at the stars 8 See how they shine for you

hey [Tuesday: June 15th, 2004 @ 4:32pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | None* ] Hey Ya'll!! Well, before i get started i wanna thank NiC0lE fer my purdy icon :) And if you didn't know c0mpletely_ is Nicole .. Thanks hun* Anyways, sheww. today was fun* 1st we had practice which wasn't fun, then after that, Me,tash,Michael, & his dad went to Pizza Hut, we ate. Then i got to drive from Pizza Hut to Michaels house, shew i hate red lights! Im actually a pretty good driver, just a little nervous. I had never been to michaels [brother] before ..lol Its a 2004 trailer .. But its like awesome inside .. Looks like a rich house, but not. In michaels room, there is his Futon(sp?), a brand new comp. that he just bought, with printer and dig.camera., a nice comp. desk, and a leather office chair. A DVD player, PS2 .. sheww, all the works ..And plus he has a million DVD's, and surround sound in the living room. And a basketball goal outside, biggo swings on the porch, a 4-wheeler. A new car he just bought out of the show room. That thing is easier to drive than a go-cart. So, we watched somethings gotta give & Wrong turn, Then we took some silly pictures, and passed out ..lol I say that like its normal. Then we swung, went outside shot some ball, Mike sprayed tasha with the water hose ..lol Then tash drove home & i drove back. Now im here, talkin' to Nicole & Brandon on AiM. Bored. So, until i update again .. BYE` ily & Gb <-- AMbER bR00kE <3 BTW; go take my friendtest. http://www.xambii.friendtest.com Look at the stars 10 See how they shine for you

Im so far down .. [Monday: June 14th, 2004 @ 10:16pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | 3 Doors Down // Away from the Sun ] Hey loves :) Shew, im so bored & there is absolutley nothing to do around here .. All i do is sit here. lol Anyways .. If someone wants to help me with a new layout fer this thing, please do. Im gettin' rather chunky ..lol All i have done is eat fast food this summer .. Im goin' to Gatlinburg & Splash Country this weekend. And Monday is my birthday .. Gosh, im such a young'n. But hay, i look older =) Wednsday i have drama practice, im still nervous about doin' it .. haha i know i keep changin' subjects, but im bored .. i need to go shoppin .. welp, im gonna leave ya'll with this song .. i love it!! ` 3 Doors Down // Away From The Sun* It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense Can anyone tell what I've done I miss the life I miss the colors of the world Can anyone tell where I am 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun again Away from the sun again I'm over this I'm tired of living in the dark Can anyone see me down here The feeling's gone There's nothing left to lift me up Back into the world I know 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun That shines to light the way for me To find my way back into the arms That care about the ones like me I'm so far down, away from the sun again It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense And now I can't tell what I've done And now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines to light the way for me 'Cause now again I've found myself So far down, away from the sun That shines into the darkest place I'm so far down, away from the sun That shines to light the way for me To find my way back into the arms That care about the ones like me I'm so far down, away from the sun again. Until next time, BYE` AMbER <3 Look at the stars 2 See how they shine for you

hey [Sunday: June 13th, 2004 @ 6:56pm] [ mood | iTCHiNG ] [ music | Away from the sun // 3 Doors down* ] hey! Well, this weekend was most interesting .. i don't feel like goin' into details right now. I just thought i'd do this very kwik,short little update b4 the big 'un. I'll update later :) AMbER <3 Look at the stars 1 See how they shine for you

Im crying out with everything within me .. [Wednesday: June 9th, 2004 @ 10:13pm] [ mood | Shew. ] [ music | Wonderful // Everclear ] Hey guys .. Well, today i had drama practice at the church. And im in a skit. And im the Mom and everything is supossed to be all perfect .. BTW, were doin' it to the song 'Wonderful'. And then me & 'my husband' get into this big fight and he back hands me and i fall to the ground ..Im soo scared to do it in front of all those ppl at uth and others. Over 100+ ppl! Gah lee. I just pray that God will give me & all the others to do it well and reach out to ppl. Shew, im not used to doin' serious stuff. But im gonna try my best to. Speakin' of God... Tomorrow at youth, ima fix it all .. Im just gonna give all my problems to God & let him try to deal with them, or helIp me .. Ya know? Its just a rough time. Ahh, i don't know, i just wanna go to youth. Anyways, im gonna go. Please pray fer the drama team. Until next time, BYE` ily & Gb <-- AMbER <3 Look at the stars 1 See how they shine for you

b0RED [Monday: June 7th, 2004 @ 3:11pm] [ mood | Can't wait 'til Fall ] [ music | kiRk FRANkliN // N0W bEH0lD THE lAMb * ] Hey Ya'll* Well, im sittin' here bored to death, so i figger'd i'd update this thing. Hmm, he asked me out yesterday and i said yes of course. It was so cute. He asked me over the phone. =) AHHHH!! *Screams* I was watchin' TV yesterday and the TV show that Jeremy Sumpter is the star of came on a commercial! Its called ClUbH0USE, it starts this fall on CBS every Tuesday @ 9. I cannot wait!! ( (( About ClUbH0USE )) ) Shew, i don't know how im gonna make it until Fall. Its seems so far away .. lol Im obsessed =( lol Oh well* Hmm, what else is there? Tomorrow i have band practice. Uggh. I think me & tash are thinkin' about quitin'. Im just not really up to goin' to all these practices. Im only in band to go on the trips .. lol They're fun. And so is band. Its just alotta hard work and i don't think im gonna be to commited to it. I can't play that freakin' music or the piccolo. lol Other than goin' to Silks. My summer has bein' extremely boring! There is absolutley nothing to do around here. Don't you just love SUMMER TiME l0VE?! Sheww, i know i do. Its beautiful. Watchin' the sunset & rise. The pretty weather to be together [that rhymed]. Haha im a love addict .. JK* Only 3 more days until uth. I can't wait! And only 14 more days until my birthday .. YAY :) But until next time .. BYE` ily & Gb <-- AMbER <3 Look at the stars 3 See how they shine for you

Haha, crazy weekend =) [Saturday: June 5th, 2004 @ 11:23pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Shake Yourself Loose :) ] Hey everyone :) Whats crackin? Last nite was FUN. I'll start with Friday; - - Friday <-- I went to the pool. Brittney and her family was down there .. We swam fer a bit, then it started rainin' and we left. I came home, ate at LM. Tasha came down, we went to wal*mart,rented movies,mowed the yard, and went walkin. Then at about 9:45, we got on the internet, haha. Thats where it all began! lol We asked Silky who was comin' down to her house. And it was BiTTY Shew, the 4 of us. Gosh, so we had to go!? We met them at Wendy's. I had gas. Like every 5 minutes i'd be like,"I gotta fart" then i'd bend over and hold my belly .. hehe. Wasn't as bad as tasha big 'un. We went and got food, started watchin' School of Rock. Ahh, about that time it was Saturday .. lol - - Saturday <-- It was about 12 something i figure. We [me,tasha,silk,bitty,& cody] Went down to the basketball court and swung. It was fun. We talked. And Cody was chasin' the ball and fell! it was hilarious. Then we walked back up to the house. Me and tasha started talkin' about when Joseph passed me out last year. And we got the bright idea to do it .. Hehehe. So, they tried to do me. They started then i didn't want to, so i stopped and went down. And blacked out fer like a mila second. Haha, the second time. Silk did it .. W00! I remember things gettin' hazy and i went down .. Shew, they said my face was in the couch and i started shakin .. Bitty was makin' fun of me cause she said i looked retarded .. haha Shame on you Jb! Next, it was Silky. Cody did it .. She went down on the couch and her eyes were open and her arms were up in the air. And she started shakin' down the couch! Cody was white as a ghost. lol Gah lee, were NUTS!! We tried it a million times .. Then we did it to tasha, shew lord that was HilARi0US!! She was smilin' at me .. And she was laughin while she was down there .. Then we went to wal*mart. And there was these guys that kept drivin' by and lookin' at us, shew boy. Then we came home & watched 'Love Don't Cost a Thing'. Now were passin' my brother's friends out!! Omg, its freakin' hilarious!!! W00. But im gonna go .. You know what to do .. Until next time, BYE` ily <-- AMbER <3 Now im here and were passin' Look at the stars 6 See how they shine for you

update - [Friday: June 4th, 2004 @ 1:29am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | STERi0GRAM // WAlkiE TAlkiE MAN* ] Hey!! Watcha doin'? Ahh, im just sittin' here talkin' to Jb,Silk,tash, & Brandon on iCQ. Tonite was youth. It was most fun* Lay Loose service. We ate ice cream! After that, tasha came here, we ate pizza and played out in the yard, lol* It was funny. Haha; tonites Memories* TASH; "Was that stupid?" "Yes" hahahahaha WtW .. lol I know the words!!  BiTTY; "It says in her details its say, uhh graduated" lol, we had 'er goin* Im glad i make you glad Jb* Can your eyes really pop out if you do that? <3 SilkY; PARTY @ MY PlACE* W00 The Crew :)   Haha, i love them 3 girls up there .. And i love all the ones i didn't have 'memories' with tonite ..   lol, this guy likes me; W00* hottie, ay?! lol     But im outta here Babes, until next time .. BYE`   AMbER <3 Look at the stars 9 See how they shine for you

you mean everything to me =/ [Wednesday: June 2nd, 2004 @ 11:38am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | YEll0W CARD // 0CEAN AVENUE * ] heY there :) Well, im bored and i figger'd it was time fer a kwik lil' update .. Im usually never up this early.. But i was just thinkin' earlier .. How much a one person can change in just a short amount of time. Either if was with their relationship with God to their relationship with their family & friends. It doesn't take much to change. I admit, i have been slippin' with God. And all it took was on little mistake fer me to start slippin. And there it went .. My life. But im gonna pick back up with my walk with God. I just don't know if i have the strength. Yeah, this life can be fun, with all the worldy things in it .. But the CHRiSTiAN life is soo much better. I just don't know .. Anyways, moving right along here --> Hmm, it hasn't even been a week since school has let out, and im already extremely bored with it .. Haha *screams* lol Hmm, i got a cell phone yesterday :) W00. I've been waitin' on one of those ferever! Its almost my birthday! In 19 more days. Im 'the baby' of my possie. But i look the oldest =) thats always a plus .. JK* *Some people want diamond rings; some just want everything; but everything means nothing if i ain't got you .. Im outta here; you know what to do. Until next time .. BYE` ily <-- AMbER bR00kE <3 Look at the stars 12 See how they shine for you

hey [Tuesday: June 1st, 2004 @ 12:14am] [ mood | TiRED ] [ music | SilENCE :) ] Hey ya'll!! Well, im bored, and its mid-night, so i thought i'd update. Today me & Mom went to the JC mall.I had $100 to waste, so i bought some clothes & accesories .. lol. I had $4 left :) W00. After that we ate at RED l0bSTER. i didn't like it all that well. Moving right along --> Tomorrow i have to watch Dominic while Nan takes Kalea to the doctor, then me & Bub have denist appts. * G0AlS FER THE SUMMER * [x] loser a total of 7 lbs =) [x] Get a nice lil' tan goin'. [x] Get a job .. [x] When i think of some more, i'll get back* Anyways .. Are You HOT or NOT? ily & Gb* AMbER bR00kE <3 Look at the stars 2 See how they shine for you

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