ambeR`

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 20:47:32 GMT

Love is patient and kind; Love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; is it not irritable or resentful, it does not rejoice of wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things, Love never ends, So faith, hope, love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is Love.

Do i trust my heart or just my mind? why is truth so hard to find in this world?

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 20:29:55 GMT

I've not been in too great of a mood here lately. I'm not really sure why .. it bothers me too. I hate it when i get like this. . i just wanna lay around & be alone all the time. Which is not good b/c it only makes it worse. blah -- idk why i write this stuff on here. . sorry.

RIP.

Wed, 04 May 2005 21:17:57 GMT

RIP. [04 May 2005|05:17pm]

eyesofgreen_

Last night Daniel Mack was killed in a car accident. Daniel was one of my good friends ... I still can't believe it, i keep thinking that this can't be real. Someone that you see & talk to everyday, there not there anymore. Daniel was one of the nicest people i knew, so friendly to everyone. Why him? It scares me, because no one is guarenteed tomorrow, & someone that you love could be taken away from you in an instant. I tried to keep it all in today on the bus, but that's all you could hear .."Daniel Mack this, Daniel Mack that .." & i couldn't take it anymore. We had counslers there today that we could talk to if we needed, i didn't, but im sure it would have helped some, but nothing could bring him back. I'll miss you Daniel-RIP.

[EDIT]That drawing that Daniel has in the picture with him is what he drew & it was called 'Tree of Life', how weird.[/EDIT]

Its alive!!

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 18:21:58 GMT

Hey Ya'll.
Well,i've decided to reactivate this journal to post more personal entries & im only gonna be adding people who i trust ..
So this is;

Comment to be added, please dont get angry if i dont add you back =)

<3

NEW LJ-

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 01:58:40 GMT

Hello everyone.

johnny07 is dead =(
I have a new journal tho, no need to panic! eyesofgreen_
Just comment to be added over there, even tho its not friends only yet.

Goodbye Ya'll.
ML~
Johnny07

START 0VER -->

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 22:49:06 GMT

Hey Yall*

Welp, im doin' something new, im deleting everyone off my friends list .. all you got to do, is comment, ask to be added, and i'll add you.

Add me first
Please try to comment on at least every other update
No cut-downs or rudeness
Simple as that, thanks =)

ML~

AmbeR <33

i love you, all of my heart is in you, Jesus Christ, take my life, take all of me*

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 04:50:15 GMT

Hey*
Last nite was youth. And everyone was givin' theie Cabin testimonys, and i was too scared to get up there and say mine so i decided to put it on here..

Before i started goin' to 3rd Wave. My friends tried ferever to get me to come to church with them, but i wouldn't i refused. I was scared & i didn't know much about God. And they had never seen me cry before. They did everything in their will to try to make me, especially tasha. I never in a million years thought that i'd be at the Cabin on that last night cryin' out to the Lord like i was. I was soo dry before i went, it was almost like God wasn't in my life anymore & i was just goin' to uth to be going, i mean im not goin to lie. But i was changed tremondously at the Cabin. No one knew how much i was hurtin because i couln't feel the Lords presence like everyone else was. i kept prayin' fer the Lord to fill me up with his love, yano? i wanted him to have his way with me. And did he ever. I just kept prayin & praying .. But when Kelly started prayin' over me i fell to the floor. Ive never shouted to the Lord, and i was shouting like no other. It was amazing. And i'll never be the same.

Just thought id put that in there, hope it helped someone.
Anyways. Last nites uth was great!! I could tell a difference in everyone who went to the cabin .. sheww :)
Me & friend made up .. thank God.

0h yeah, Trevor just told me to tell everyone that he was madly in love with me & wanted to let everyone know .. haha*
You hafta love the 'kid'*
Tucker prayed fer me last nite .. that was great, i just didn't expect it from him .. it was powerful.

Who's been commenting in your journal?

im gone, BYE` AmbuuuR <33

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i love you, all of my heart is in you, Jesus Christ, take my life, take all of me*

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 02:00:24 GMT

Well, i just typed this BiG,l0NG update and then it didn't work and its all gone, so im angry :) Grr..

i'll type it again later ..

ily & Gb*

AmbuR <33

Jesus You Are The Savior 0f My Souls :)

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 04:28:47 GMT

Hey Yall'.

Im backkkk =)
Well friday the family headed down to Gatlinburg. We got there about 9. so we chilled there the rest of the nite. That Cabin was nice. It had a big screen with surround sound,i watched Peter Pan 74389 times .. lol
Saturday we all got up and went to Splash Country.
That was fun, i got a little burned.
We went back and ate, did nothing ..
Sunday we got up and got packed. We went shoppin fer a few, then we had to meet the Cabin Trip ppl at Weber City @ 4.
So we got there. And i left with them.
The ride over there was fun. It was me,bitty, tash, and haley in the backseat .. lol
I have a bit of a sweain' problem ayy bitty? lol jk
We got to the 4-story cabin and claimed our room. Which we never slep in .. lol
The first nite, me,tasha,bitty,silk, and Libby all got in one bed .. that was uhh, interesting.
Next morning .. we got up and we shopping .. i got a few things .. then we ate at TGIF .. Everyone sang happy birthday to me,libby, & Todd. im glad i got to spend my birthday with them =) That night we had birthday cake fer us.

i have 2 new friends .. Friend Danielle & Emily.
They are *w0ndermous* lol.
hmm, we got back to the Cabin and played ..lol
There was sumo wrestling, flyin' down the steps, etc. it was crazy fun :) lol
there was some friends made and some broken down there .. but everything happens fer a reason.
I slept on a Air thing in the floor with Tiffany. She swears that i got up in the middle of the nite and took my pillow and didn't come back fer a while. But i have no idea wat she's talkin' about, i must have been sleep walkin' or something?
Tuesday while everyone was at Splash Country a few of us went to the Ripley's Aquarium.
hmm, it was Me,Tash,Lakin,Deanna,laranda,Daniel,Travis,Sarah,Frankie,Todd, & Michelle*
It was fun. I hate fish, especially Sharks. they scare me half to death! Then we walked down Gatlinburg. Thats when new friend Daniel was made. He's quiet. And Anna Meada ..lol She's crazy, but cool =)
I met Libby and Haley too .. haha
0ur new word, Vologna. Weew, that was funny.
i stayed up playin' Bull Crap all nite, i was asleep while i was playin' and everyone else was wired.
that nite me,tash,bitty,libby, and haley slept in haley and libby's room.

Shew, the Worship was awesome. Especially the last nite. I have never been moved like that. Sheww, it was soo cool. I couldn't really feel God to much the 1st 2 nites ..but i kept prayin' that God would come & oh did he ever! it was amazing!
Shew, i didn't wanna leave .. Man 0' Man.

Anyways, after that tash took me home and Me & Mom went over the Tamra's to see my brother's dad. Well basically mine. His surgery is tomorrow. And hopefully the cancer hasn't spread. But they might have to remove his whole stomach & he'd never be able to eat again. Shew, that would be awful. His surgery is very risky .. shew, i just don't know, i just pray that everything comes out ok.

But im gonna run.
BYE`

ly & Gb

AmbuR <333

W00 :)

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 18:59:37 GMT

h0wdy*

Im bored so i thought i'd update like always ..

Yesterday was 3rd Wave .. it was great as usual.
Then after the service we went out back & ate ice cream and cake. It was a little goin' away party fer Haley,Rachel, & leanna. They are goin' on Mission Trips ..then the ppl that is goin' on the Cabin Trip had a little meetin. Bitty made me go ..lol
But deanna is goin, and tash i think*
Im goin' up to Gatlinburg today with the family and then im meetin' the uth ppl on Sunday.
Ima be up there fer 5 days.
The Cabin Trip is gonna be awesome!
If i go to Splash Country with the uth, i'll be goin' 2wice. But i hafta wear a one piece .. Eww, scary =/
And we're goin' to the Tanger 0utlet Malls. I'll be goin' there 2wice too .. I <33 them stores ..
Its gonna be crazy fun! i can't wait!!
I'll be there on my birthday .. it should be fun, i want Shorty to sing happy birthday to me, lol JK :)
Hmm, Mitch & tash just called .. haha He told me not to be mad at him fer what happened, shew, he's something else.

But im gonna go, i'll update when i get back Wednsday*

ily & Gb <--

AmbuR <33

blah ..

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 17:35:26 GMT

hey.

Sheww, im bored so i thought i'd update.
Right now im talkin' to Brandon on AiM.
Hmm, tonites youth, yay*
i get to see Tiffany, i ain't seen her in ferever & a dag on day!!
I wanna go to the Bestfriends festival, but i fergot that i can't, im leavin' to go to Gatlinburg & Splash Country tomorrow.
Should be fun ..
Yesterday i got to drive home from practice .. lol
I had to go through the KFC drive thru .. i did purdy good until i got around to the window, i was like 3 feet away from it, but hay, its all good :)
Thanks to all ya'll who took my friendtest.
Well i don't know what else to update about. Soo, BYE`

ily <--

AmbuuuuuR <33

hey

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 20:37:14 GMT

Hey Ya'll!! Well, before i get started i wanna thank NiC0lE fer my purdy icon :) And if you didn't know c0mpletely_ is Nicole .. Thanks hun* Anyways, sheww. today was fun* 1st we had practice which wasn't fun, then after that, Me,tash,Michael, & his dad went to Pizza Hut, we ate. Then i got to drive from Pizza Hut to Michaels house, shew i hate red lights! Im actually a pretty good driver, just a little nervous. I had never been to michaels [brother] before ..lol Its a 2004 trailer .. But its like awesome inside .. Looks like a rich house, but not. In michaels room, there is his Futon(sp?), a brand new comp. that he just bought, with printer and dig.camera., a nice comp. desk, and a leather office chair. A DVD player, PS2 .. sheww, all the works ..And plus he has a million DVD's, and surround sound in the living room. And a basketball goal outside, biggo swings on the porch, a 4-wheeler. A new car he just bought out of the show room. That thing is easier to drive than a go-cart. So, we watched somethings gotta give & Wrong turn, Then we took some silly pictures, and passed out ..lol I say that like its normal. Then we swung, went outside shot some ball, Mike sprayed tasha with the water hose ..lol Then tash drove home & i drove back. Now im here, talkin' to Nicole & Brandon on AiM. Bored. So, until i update again .. BYE` ily & Gb <-- AMbER bR00kE <3 BTW; go take my friendtest. http://www.xambii.friendtest.com

Im so far down ..

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 02:25:56 GMT

Hey loves :)

Shew, im so bored & there is absolutley nothing to do around here ..
All i do is sit here. lol

Anyways ..
If someone wants to help me with a new layout fer this thing, please do.

Im gettin' rather chunky ..lol All i have done is eat fast food this summer ..
Im goin' to Gatlinburg & Splash Country this weekend. And Monday is my birthday ..
Gosh, im such a young'n. But hay, i look older =)

Wednsday i have drama practice, im still nervous about doin' it .. haha i know i keep changin' subjects, but im bored ..
i need to go shoppin ..

welp, im gonna leave ya'll with this song ..
i love it!!

` 3 Doors Down // Away From The Sun*

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again.

Until next time, BYE`

AMbER <3

hey

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 23:01:13 GMT

hey!

Well, this weekend was most interesting ..
i don't feel like goin' into details right now.
I just thought i'd do this very kwik,short little update b4 the big 'un.

I'll update later :)

AMbER <3

Im crying out with everything within me ..

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 02:47:49 GMT

Hey guys ..

Well, today i had drama practice at the church. And im in a skit. And im the Mom and everything is supossed to be all perfect .. BTW, were doin' it to the song 'Wonderful'. And then me & 'my husband' get into this big fight and he back hands me and i fall to the ground ..Im soo scared to do it in front of all those ppl at uth and others. Over 100+ ppl! Gah lee.
I just pray that God will give me & all the others to do it well and reach out to ppl. Shew, im not used to doin' serious stuff. But im gonna try my best to.

Speakin' of God...
Tomorrow at youth, ima fix it all ..
Im just gonna give all my problems to God & let him try to deal with them, or helIp me .. Ya know? Its just a rough time.
Ahh, i don't know, i just wanna go to youth.

Anyways, im gonna go.
Please pray fer the drama team. Until next time, BYE`

ily & Gb <--

AMbER <3

b0RED

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 19:36:37 GMT

Hey Ya'll*

Well, im sittin' here bored to death, so i figger'd i'd update this thing.

Hmm, he asked me out yesterday and i said yes of course.
It was so cute. He asked me over the phone. =)

AHHHH!! *Screams* I was watchin' TV yesterday and the TV show that Jeremy Sumpter is the star of came on a commercial! Its called ClUbH0USE, it starts this fall on CBS every Tuesday @ 9. I cannot wait!!

Jeremy said this in a interview about the show;
What’s your character in “Clubhouse?”
I play Pete Young. It’s about a boy who becomes a bat boy for the New York Empires. They’re exactly like the Yankees, same thing, in New York, everyone loves the Yankees, except they are the Empires. I become a bat boy and I meet this guy named Kenny Baines who is one of the biggest baseball players on the team. He asks me to take his Ferrari to a garage. I get pulled over by the cops and they ask me for my license and registration so I pull open the glove box and steroids come out. So it’s either me helping Kenny Baines or getting him off the team and me losing my job. It’s a really confusing thing.

Shew, i don't know how im gonna make it until Fall. Its seems so far away .. lol
Im obsessed =( lol Oh well*

Hmm, what else is there?
Tomorrow i have band practice. Uggh. I think me & tash are thinkin' about quitin'. Im just not really up to goin' to all these practices. Im only in band to go on the trips .. lol They're fun. And so is band. Its just alotta hard work and i don't think im gonna be to commited to it. I can't play that freakin' music or the piccolo. lol

Other than goin' to Silks. My summer has bein' extremely boring! There is absolutley nothing to do around here.

Don't you just love SUMMER TiME l0VE?! Sheww, i know i do. Its beautiful. Watchin' the sunset & rise. The pretty weather to be together [that rhymed]. Haha im a love addict .. JK*

Only 3 more days until uth. I can't wait!
And only 14 more days until my birthday .. YAY :)

But until next time .. BYE`

ily & Gb <--

AMbER <3

Haha, crazy weekend =)

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 03:58:50 GMT

Hey everyone :)

Whats crackin? Last nite was FUN.

I'll start with Friday;

- - Friday <--
I went to the pool. Brittney and her family was down there .. We swam fer a bit, then it started rainin' and we left. I came home, ate at LM. Tasha came down, we went to wal*mart,rented movies,mowed the yard, and went walkin. Then at about 9:45, we got on the internet, haha. Thats where it all began! lol
We asked Silky who was comin' down to her house. And it was BiTTY Shew, the 4 of us. Gosh, so we had to go!? We met them at Wendy's. I had gas. Like every 5 minutes i'd be like,"I gotta fart" then i'd bend over and hold my belly .. hehe. Wasn't as bad as tasha big 'un. We went and got food, started watchin' School of Rock. Ahh, about that time it was Saturday .. lol

- - Saturday <--
It was about 12 something i figure. We [me,tasha,silk,bitty,& cody] Went down to the basketball court and swung. It was fun. We talked. And Cody was chasin' the ball and fell! it was hilarious. Then we walked back up to the house. Me and tasha started talkin' about when Joseph passed me out last year. And we got the bright idea to do it .. Hehehe.
So, they tried to do me. They started then i didn't want to, so i stopped and went down. And blacked out fer like a mila second. Haha, the second time. Silk did it .. W00! I remember things gettin' hazy and i went down .. Shew, they said my face was in the couch and i started shakin .. Bitty was makin' fun of me cause she said i looked retarded .. haha Shame on you Jb!
Next, it was Silky. Cody did it .. She went down on the couch and her eyes were open and her arms were up in the air. And she started shakin' down the couch! Cody was white as a ghost. lol Gah lee, were NUTS!! We tried it a million times ..
Then we did it to tasha, shew lord that was HilARi0US!! She was smilin' at me .. And she was laughin while she was down there ..
Then we went to wal*mart. And there was these guys that kept drivin' by and lookin' at us, shew boy.
Then we came home & watched 'Love Don't Cost a Thing'.
Now were passin' my brother's friends out!! Omg, its freakin' hilarious!!! W00.

But im gonna go .. You know what to do .. Until next time, BYE`

ily <--

AMbER <3

Now im here and were passin'

update -

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 05:43:59 GMT

Hey!! Watcha doin'? Ahh, im just sittin' here talkin' to Jb,Silk,tash, & Brandon on iCQ. Tonite was youth. It was most fun* Lay Loose service. We ate ice cream! After that, tasha came here, we ate pizza and played out in the yard, lol* It was funny. Haha; tonites Memories* TASH; "Was that stupid?" "Yes" hahahahaha WtW .. lol I know the words!! BiTTY; "It says in her details its say, uhh graduated" lol, we had 'er goin* Im glad i make you glad Jb* Can your eyes really pop out if you do that? <3 SilkY; PARTY @ MY PlACE* W00 The Crew :) Haha, i love them 3 girls up there .. And i love all the ones i didn't have 'memories' with tonite .. lol, this guy likes me; W00* hottie, ay?! lol But im outta here Babes, until next time .. BYE` AMbER <3

you mean everything to me =/

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 16:02:26 GMT

heY there :)

Well, im bored and i figger'd it was time fer a kwik lil' update .. Im usually never up this early..

But i was just thinkin' earlier .. How much a one person can change in just a short amount of time. Either if was with their relationship with God to their relationship with their family & friends. It doesn't take much to change.
I admit, i have been slippin' with God. And all it took was on little mistake fer me to start slippin. And there it went .. My life.
But im gonna pick back up with my walk with God. I just don't know if i have the strength.
Yeah, this life can be fun, with all the worldy things in it .. But the CHRiSTiAN life is soo much better. I just don't know ..

Anyways, moving right along here -->

Hmm, it hasn't even been a week since school has let out, and im already extremely bored with it .. Haha *screams* lol
Hmm, i got a cell phone yesterday :) W00. I've been waitin' on one of those ferever!

Its almost my birthday! In 19 more days. Im 'the baby' of my possie. But i look the oldest =) thats always a plus .. JK*

*Some people want diamond rings; some just want ~~everything~~; but everything means nothing if i ain't got you ..

Im outta here; you know what to do. Until next time .. BYE`

ily <--

AMbER bR00kE <3

hey

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 04:28:58 GMT

Hey ya'll!!
Well, im bored, and its mid-night, so i thought i'd update.
Today me & Mom went to the JC mall.I had $100 to waste, so i bought some clothes & accesories .. lol. I had $4 left :) W00.
After that we ate at RED l0bSTER. i didn't like it all that well.
Moving right along -->
Tomorrow i have to watch Dominic while Nan takes Kalea to the doctor, then me & Bub have denist appts.

* G0AlS FER THE SUMMER *

[x] loser a total of 7 lbs =)
[x] Get a nice lil' tan goin'.
[x] Get a job ..
[x] When i think of some more, i'll get back*

Anyways ..
Are You HOT or NOT?

ily & Gb*

AMbER bR00kE <3

hey

Mon, 31 May 2004 04:17:54 GMT

Hey Ya'll*

THiS WEEkEND*

Hmm, this weekend wasn't as boring as i expected.

Friday; i stayed home, talked to Shaun fer a sec.Tasha came over.Michael brought like 6 lil' boys over here!! Haha, Kenny Burke and Andy Fowler was 2 of them. Those lil' kids are gonna be gorgeous when they get older, im tellin' ya! Hmm, we ate at LM & walked over to Wal*mart & D0llar tree. Some nerds was blowin' their horn at us.. lol We waved at them, *Giggles* how mean*
Hmm, then we went to the park, our boyfriends were there =) [brothers friends] We 'walked' home. Her mom spotted us! [We wasn't 'possed to be walkin' anywhere] we tried to hide in this person's yard behind their bushes, but we decided that wasn't too good of an idea .. lol So we got caught, *Darn ..haha. Tasha left. Then i went to brittneys .. I don't remember what all we did. Ate & Slept :)

Saturday; Me & Brittney had to get up earlier fer graduation.We went,gosh, it almost had me in tears. After graduation was over we talked to Cody & SC.Then we went back to BJ's .. We went to Cody's. Which was BORING! lol We swam in the pond & BJ & cody went up to his cabin.. Haha iNTERESTiNG .. Anyways, i swear there was fish in that darn pond! They was touchin' my legs & jumpin' outta the water .. I HATE fish :] haha
After that we went to Brittney and ate with her family and there guest .. I didn't know them. Haha, but i acted like i did =) This guy, Mike [family friend] was there, and i was tellin' him bye and he punched me!! I think he was like 16. Haha, oh well. Friends f0lks, ayy? After that, BJ stayed with me. We didn't do anything at all!! it was soo boring.

Sunday; We got up at about 11:45, went to Hardee's, they wasn't servin' breakfast, so we got fries & SlAMMERS =) haha it was good.We got back, slept some more. Then walked to Black Diamond & got more food. haha

[My little plan to lose weight this summer will be ruined if i keep this up]

We got back, ate & watched Jeepers Creepers.Laranda called, we talked fer a couple of minutes.Then i had to go to my cousins b-day party, which was boring. Mom was takin' me home after that so i wouldn't have to go to Nanny's, but there was a tornado warning fer Lee Country & Keoke[sp?] so she made me come back with her .. I stayed there, ate, slept, & watched TV. Haha, BJ played a mean trick on my on iCQ .. lol :]

Well, that was long enuff, ayy? lol

SH0UTS;

biG t; Girl, we've been thru it all!! And in the end, we'll AlWAYS be the bestest friends anyone could EVER ask fer! Sooo many memories. We've been almost 5 years in the making :) And many more to come. *Sings* Honey you are my shinin' star ;]
SMAllS; Ya know what just popped in to my mind?? How we came up with the name SMAllS.haha. It was from shaun! lol Remember??
He said,"Your killin' me homes, your killin' me" And i used to say it all the time, then we got to thinkin' that was off Sandlot and it really said,"Your killin' me Smalls, Your killin' me" Haha W00 .. Too many memories, Haha. I know 'THE 3 MUSkATEERS' haven't been together as long as TWiTCH & T0CH, but it sure does seem like it! You'll always be there fer me, Vice Versa.
LAkiZZlE; We gonna be lookin' good as S0PH0M0RES. Our lil' talks in Algrebra class =) Haha, I haven't even known you a year But it seems like ferever! i love you llR*
DEE; Shew, JEEPERS CREEPERS 2* haha Your & tasha's Margaritas.Gym Class. Haha g0sh, our FRESHMAN memories :) <3
JElliE bEAN; Hmm, Don't ever walk off without sayin' bye first!! lol Eww, you smell like CHEESE!! take a bath. I love you Jb. h0ller at me this summer!
SilkY; Where in Gods creation have you been here latley? Gosh im so proud of you! Graduating & all! Your the b0MB DiGGiTY!! But you need to get all up in my kool-aid again! haha Shewwee, i love you KiDD0*
RANDi;Better be chewin' that gum!! Haha, i feel special, you called me =)
bUFAS & DUFAS; I love you Girls to0 death!!

If i fergot you, lemme know and i'll give ya one in the next entry .. Until them, BYE`

ily & Gb <--

AMbER <3

update-

Fri, 28 May 2004 18:51:08 GMT

hey*

Well i decided to get a new journal, and make FRiENDS 0NLY* Just so i can update more personal things, and know who's readin' it ..I'll still be updatin' this one regularly[sp?]. Just go to it and comment and ask to be added .. i might accept ya :) here's the addy;_sunshiiine

Thanks ..

AMbER

lAST DAY =/

Thu, 27 May 2004 18:33:26 GMT

HEY YA'll*

Today was the last day of the 03-04 school year.
Not to long ago i wanted it to be over, but now i don't ..Im gonna miss the Seniors!!
A few inparticular .. Not gonna name them.
Im just gonna miss seein' them in the hallway everyday. Ya know? Anyways ..

I didn't do too well this semester =/
AlGEbRA; C
GYM; A
SPANiSH; B
ANC. HiST0RY; B [2 points away from an A]

Yesterday, it was a half day, so i just came here and slept, went to the HS from 6-7 fer Potter's exam review .. It was actually fun.
We did the lil' worksheet, them me,tash,keisha, & Sabrina went walkin' through the hallways .. It was dark, and creepy. There was basketballs in the gym so we played Gotcha in the dark at like 7 .. haha it was fun*
Then i went home, watched some of AMERiCAN iD0l [Fantasia won! yay], Brittney came & got me, we got pizza, then we went to her house .. Ate & all the good stuff ..
I stayed with her and we didn't go to school 'til 10 this mornin' cause i was exempt from my Spanish exam and BJ had chorus.
So, we went to school, skipped only 10 minutes of class .. Then we took our AH exam, which was the paper Potter gave us last nite!! haha so i made a 96* Hehe, i memorized some of the answers ..Shh :)
But now im bored .. waitin' on him to call .. Talkin' to Jerrel on iCQ ..

BYE`

ilU & Gb <--

AMbER <3

l0VE JUST iS =/

Mon, 24 May 2004 21:43:38 GMT

HiM<--

This enrty, i've decided to talk about him</him>.Only my closest friends know who im talkin' about .. Yes, i've liked/loved/dated him before. But when he broke up with me i hated him fer the longest time .. But likes i said in the subject, love just is .. Love has no reason, or anything .. It just happens, and everything happens fer a reason.
he meant so much to me .. back then ..
And now, he's starting to again, and i hate that!! I hate myself fer loving him. But i can't help
it,and some ppl don't like the fact that i like him again, because he's not the best. But i can't do nothing about my feelings, right? Its one of those things where, he's all you ever think about, when you see him, your heart drops. Just because ..
But why did i have to start caring fer him again now? Im gonna miss 'um when he leaves PVHS. As a matter of fact, im gonna miss all the '04 Seniors, but he stands out the most.
I was reading notes he wrote me back when we dated. They were tellin' my how much he loved me, and that nothing would ever pull him away from me. And he would do anything to make me happy. And as i was readin' um, i was thinkin, What happened?
*Screams*
* love never dies ....
Well to all the '04 SENi0RS, im leavin' ya'll with this lil' poem -->

We rock the house and party on;
You'll hear our music way past dawn;
Other classes think they're so cool;
But we're the class that will always rule;
Teachers know we aint from heaven;
Hey, we're the class of 2007 `
I just thought i'd get that whole him thing off my chest ..

L0VE YA'LL & Gb.

AMbERP00* lol

I hate myself fer loving you ..

Mon, 24 May 2004 02:44:33 GMT

Hey ya'll*
What's crackin? Hmm, i reckon i'll start with Friday afternoon.

Friday;
After school, Me & Leanna went and ate @ McDonalds, then i came here and did nothing ..

Saturday;
Hmm, i got up,Mom put highlights in my hair ..
Got ready went to some of michaels game, Then Me,Leanna,Tasha,& Brittany W. went to the movies to see Mean Girls. Cody & Mil was up there, so we sat with them. It was a good movie .. Then we all went over to McDonalds. We saw Brad Carter & Nick Workman. Me & Tasha was playin' in the playground w/ some kids & they started screamin' so their mommy's pr0lly thought we was hurtin' them or something .. Stupid kids.We took them home. I came here and got on the internet.

Sunsday;
Got up & got ready to go to my Family Reunion @ Flag Rock. It was fun, the sad thing is, i didn't even know half the ppl there!
Then i came home, and went to see Shrek 2 with Mom,Bub, & justin [michaels friend]. It was funny .. I missed my biG t. today tho ..lol =)

But i think im gonna go ..

BYE`

AMbER <3